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time.


Been reading a lot into horoscopes lately. it says Tell the world how you feel -- they need to see that you've got some serious emotional issues, even if they can't help out just yet. Write a blog post, talk to a good friend or sit your family down. And maybe that's why i'm here - write a blog post. YES, I've got some serious x10 emotional issues over here! Boohoo! But the world is constantly moving. Everyone has his/her cup of problems filled, who'd bother to listen to one's whine. Oh well, couldn't figure out where's my life heading to. ever since you went away, i lost a part of me, i lost my directions. I never had a back door stronger than yours. i know i'm the one to blame but why does it seemed so difficult to seek for forgiveness? they say time heals every wound. but time takes time. the question is how long?

there's not a doubt not a day that you're not on my mind.

i miss you baby.

Dec. 27th, 2009


who doesn't love for someone to hold?

been backstabbed and been lied to.

anymore?

Dec. 1st, 2009


FML

Nov. 22nd, 2009


was in one of the terrible times of life. caught up in situations when demands from everywhere had to be made. there are familiar faces all around you. but you had to go through this alone. not counting on any one else. just hope that things will slowly return to normal. not asking for perfection but just fine will do.

God


If I talk to God
I don't know if He's listening
When I speak out loud
I don't know if He's home
I'm talking to myself
' Cause no one else is listening
Stay another day
And will it all go wrong?
If I talk to God

I hate the words that I said
They lay so still in my head
I hope I never regret
If I just let go
Goodbye to time well spent
I've got nothing to defend
And is this really the end?

study hard play harder



Good Luck!
to all having exams


Once,
a friend saw me entering the exam hall,
he shouted,
"hey! good luck sitting for your exam."
and i thanked him.
so after an hour and a half,
i came out of the hall.
he approached me and asked,
so how's the exam?
i replied,
"i sat comfortably well."

=)

Run Along Valentine


errhm...



Rules: It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Aizat

2. A four Letter Word : Atom

3. A boy's Name : Archilles

4. A girl's Name : Amanda (Oops)

5. An occupation : Astronaut

6. A color : A color

7. Something you'll wear : Armani Exchange Shirt

8. A food : Apple Pie

10. Something found in the bathroom: Acne Cream

11. A place : Africa

12. A reason for being late : ahh i woke up late or amnesia

13. Something you'd shout : AHHH CHOO!

14. A movie title : American Pie 1,2,3,4(Mannan's and Kh's idea)

15. Something you drink : Apple Juice

16. A musical group : Augustana

17. An animal : Ant-eater

18. A street name : Adam Street?

19. A type of car : Aston Martin DBS or Audi R8

20. The title of a song : Always by Bon Jovi

PPL that are tagged to do this: daniel craig, justin timberlake, brad pitt, sean kingston, jennifer aniston, edward cullen, anne hathaway, rowan atkinson , mary and john.

arrest me for stealing your heart.



GUAN

30.01.09
went to halo bar.
played snap.
Velu's reaction brought him home a belly of coke!
watched him vomited his nasi lemak out!

31.01.09 - 01.02.09
woo.
had a great experience watching actors act.
gave that "the making of ..." effect live.
though had to spend some time sleeping under the sun with laksana's umbrella while guarding the equipments.
experience was worthwhile.
thanks murkish.
stayed over at narean's place.
went home at noon.
uncles n aunts came.
more ang baos!
went to collect repaired phone.
shop for abit.
home!

02.02.09
took 170 to school.
sat beside a guy from ngee ann
and used to be in the same sec school.
fell asleep.
when i woke up.
he disappeared!
and i ended up at bukit panjang!
irony thing is he didn't wake me up!

caught up with work at last.
gym'd and library then home.

Lameness level 3 @ library,
Person 1 : Guys, where do you find groundnut?
Person 2 : On the ground!
Person 3 : Then like that chestnut from chest?
Person 2 : Peanut from pea.
Person 4 : Putnat from where?
Person 1,2,3,4 : LOL!

fyi,
putnat means nipples.

What the FART?







rocks.

eventually,
got used to ninjutsus cause he unleashed them every now and then.
dota'd with mannan while loga at his word challenge till 6 am.
had the classic mannan's "do you think people deserve a chance" before sleep talk.
headed home at 10am.
missed the stop again.

bathed changed and headed to bugis with family to have dinner.
wanted to buy shorts but all shops closed
idiotic-.-


took a picture at the same spot.
this time alone.
muahaha!


be tolerant show more respect and more affections.
okay!



something for the future.


help neeeeded.
superman's afk.


tada.


and the not so short short street.


sweet dreams.

can't wait for cirque du freak the movie!

Why is loga so cool? Why is mannan so hot?






First
ly,
-Sunday
had steamboat at bugis.
and raw eggs too.
took pictures outside Ritz.

thought i'd be the lowest rank.
but couldn't forget those times when maria washes me after i poo.
that's why he strikes that "i'm always at your service 24/7" pose.
=O

one of the waitress tried ways and means to chase us away.
cause we were loitering outside the cafe.
headed to DE CODERS after that.

daniel always getting killed in every round of the "werewolf" game.
played pinkish girly version of jenga.
every question was like a 'tough' nut to crack.
granny's apples was the worst.
forfeits came and laughter went along.
hello kitty slapped ?herself? in front of a stranger.
black orama made his speech with upteem encores.
poodle's moaning was a turn off.

slacked outside balmoral.
had WWE fantasies.

and a new star born.
headed to orchard.
watched Bride Wars.
definitely a no-no for guys.
and walked home after that.

Secondly,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
this year's celebration differed greatly from others.
what's a celebration without your family around?
well,
the sky dropped me two stars.
to eat my more of a "union" dinner.
mannan and loga.
=)

just came back from our night-walk.
silly us took the last bus down to lim chu kang just so we can't bus back.
murkish's idea.
and then walked back.

along the way,

- encountered a group of people "clubbing" outside the cemetery.
  -.- of all places.
- and the way we freak out with stray dogs.
  unimaginable.
  sticks were weapons.
- shared stories.
  experiences.
- had countless ninjutsu's from mannan.
  memories linger, farts linger too.


to be continued ...